Sunday, January 2, 2011

It's been a while...

So, I know it's been a while since I posted. Regrettable, but unavoidable.
Since my last post, I"ve experienced, highs, lows, and a broken foot. Grrr.

Ah well. I'm entranced with another person's blog lately. Not sure how old it is, but dang, it suits my wicked self down to the ground - and gets me extremely revved up. It's called Wicked Wife's Dirty Diary for those of you interested. But do beware, her posts are extremely fetish based and XXX rated. I love them.

I had a casual sub recently. He was from overseas, and stunning. Not too kinky when we started - shall we say, he was sweet and innocent til I came along? *grin*
He was pleasantly surprised that I'd do a lot that he wanted to try - and very nervous about some of it too. But, we played gently for quite a while to work him up to it, and let's just say, it turned into a very happy ending for him and his new friend the strap on.
What a delightful change from the demanding, whinging, whining sub that one finds a lot nowadays. He was nervous, polite, and very undemanding. Very sweet overall, and quite cute.

I find myself wanting to be extremely submissive. For only the right person you understand, I am quite picky. I keep imagining all sorts of things - being tied up and sensually tortured, being gang banged, being forceably impregnanted, risky sex. Wow, the dirty thoughts going through my mind. I just think, and I can view them in my head, and I get so wet, I have to make myself come. Kinda scary for one that is quite dominant.

Maybe, just maybe, I'll start elaborating in my next few posts ;)